Have you ever taken anything for granted? What makes you take it for granted? What makes you remember or appreciate what you took for granted?
Once I’ve taken granted of a special friendship that was important to my life. At the time I didn’t have a care in the world. But when I realized that this special friendship made me feel a feeling like never before and that I did care, I knew that I shouldn’t have taken it for granted. She was all I could think about and didn’t know what to do. It made me feel like I had just lost the world. Then I thought to myself “if I want this girl to be in my life then I need to do something about it”. I called and told her I needed to talk. I expressed every thought, every feeling, every expression and my heart to her. I did everything in my power to get her back. So I changed my attitude, ways and the way I expressed myself to her. I was able to get what I wanted most back in my life and don’t have the need to think twice about taking anything for granted. When you’ve taken something for granted you may not realize it and makes you feel bad. At the end of the day you realize what you’ve done wrong and messed up and that you lost what you wanted or what you were looking for in life. When you finally realize what you done you can always appreciate what you lost and maybe try to get it back if it’s possible, but some people choose to let it go so their left to wonder what could have happen. And now I know not to ever take her for granted again if I want to keep her in my life. I appreciate everything about her and remember every good memory spent together. That’s what I’ve taken for granted.
Friday, October 29, 2010
Final Words
If I was dying in my bed and my parents were there by my side I would tell them that “I love them”, and I would tell them to “take care of my son and keep him safe”. Another thing I would tell them before I die is to make sure they discipline my son right and put him in a sport so he can focus on his mind about sports not other things like gangs, drugs, sex. My parents are so important to me I would tell them I was sorry for everything I’ve done to them, and to forgive me for being bad for them in the past, and not listen to them when they told me to stay out of trouble, because my parents use to tell me Claudia your going to get locked up if you keep hanging out with your friends, so I did I got locked up, I felt sad because my baby was out there with out me. I always look back of what I did and I regret I should of always listen to my parents but I didn’t that’s why I ended up in foster care. I would tell my mom and that that I will miss them...
I think the only thing that is worse then dying is loosing my son. I think dying is worse because my son will be with out me when he needs me. Another thing that is really worse than dying is if anything really bad ever happened to my son. I think dying is worse than all these things because my son will be with out me and what if he tries to do suicide because theirs some children that do that I want my son to be safe. I’m my sons everything he follows me more than his dad, and I don’t know what they would do with out me.
I think the only thing that is worse then dying is loosing my son. I think dying is worse because my son will be with out me when he needs me. Another thing that is really worse than dying is if anything really bad ever happened to my son. I think dying is worse than all these things because my son will be with out me and what if he tries to do suicide because theirs some children that do that I want my son to be safe. I’m my sons everything he follows me more than his dad, and I don’t know what they would do with out me.
In Dying Days
Do I believe that something can be worse than dying?
I think that depends on the person. For me something worse would
probably be stuff like losing a loved one, or being so ignored, disrespected and not
noticed that I just wouldn’t feel like even trying. That would suck. Or being
paralyzed permanently would suck hardcore. I don’t know how those people take all
that crap and get through it somehow. I would also hate to be one of those people who make fun of people who have serious problems. That would be like the worst
Feeling anyone could live with. Or those people that live through some serious
Traumas and are half alive with machines keeping them alive and they don’t even
Say or do anything. Also there are people with mental problems like schizophrenia,
And a bunch of other stuff. That would be enough for me to welcome death.
I feel bad for those people who go through that, but I feel even better when I hear about people who go through that and succeed. That’s pretty crazy how people can fight that
Without killing themselves. So it totally depends on the person. If you can take a lot of crap, or the opposite. Being so sick with a disease or sickness and living through that
might help you remember that suicide isn’t that that far away. I would hate to be put through that and live. So I believe that there is stuff worse than death out there. Or people
wouldn’t be committing suicide so much now days. Having everything taken from you wouldn’t be a good thing too, like your spouse, your house, family, anything. Also being addicted to something is worse than dying, I think. Committing your whole life to getting enough money for your next high on anything without you wanting to would set me over too. Some people know what I am talking about and it sucks. Well those are the reasons I believe that there are things out there that are worse than death.
I think that depends on the person. For me something worse would
probably be stuff like losing a loved one, or being so ignored, disrespected and not
noticed that I just wouldn’t feel like even trying. That would suck. Or being
paralyzed permanently would suck hardcore. I don’t know how those people take all
that crap and get through it somehow. I would also hate to be one of those people who make fun of people who have serious problems. That would be like the worst
Feeling anyone could live with. Or those people that live through some serious
Traumas and are half alive with machines keeping them alive and they don’t even
Say or do anything. Also there are people with mental problems like schizophrenia,
And a bunch of other stuff. That would be enough for me to welcome death.
I feel bad for those people who go through that, but I feel even better when I hear about people who go through that and succeed. That’s pretty crazy how people can fight that
Without killing themselves. So it totally depends on the person. If you can take a lot of crap, or the opposite. Being so sick with a disease or sickness and living through that
might help you remember that suicide isn’t that that far away. I would hate to be put through that and live. So I believe that there is stuff worse than death out there. Or people
wouldn’t be committing suicide so much now days. Having everything taken from you wouldn’t be a good thing too, like your spouse, your house, family, anything. Also being addicted to something is worse than dying, I think. Committing your whole life to getting enough money for your next high on anything without you wanting to would set me over too. Some people know what I am talking about and it sucks. Well those are the reasons I believe that there are things out there that are worse than death.
Final Words
My final words would have to be are paths will cross again. I know that sounds cheesy but I wouldn’t want my family to get all upset or do something stupid just because I died. At least when I told them that they would hopefully feel better. Then I would be able to move on.
If I was to say something to my mom I would
Hope I said something I would want her to hear before I died. Hopefully I won’t die before her
If I was to say something to my little brother it would be don’t turn out like me please. Because I have done some pretty bad stuff
To my dad I would say thanks for your time with me
Thanks for putting up with me all these years. Hopefully I won’t die before him as well.
To my older brothers I would say six different final words to each one cause there is exactly six brothers older than me in the family!
To all of my friends I would say thank you for being my friend all threes years even when I would not be a good friend sometimes.
Hopefully I will say my finals words to people every time I see them because no ones knows exactly when their going to die. Except animals but I am not talking about them.
If I was to say something to my mom I would
Hope I said something I would want her to hear before I died. Hopefully I won’t die before her
If I was to say something to my little brother it would be don’t turn out like me please. Because I have done some pretty bad stuff
To my dad I would say thanks for your time with me
Thanks for putting up with me all these years. Hopefully I won’t die before him as well.
To my older brothers I would say six different final words to each one cause there is exactly six brothers older than me in the family!
To all of my friends I would say thank you for being my friend all threes years even when I would not be a good friend sometimes.
Hopefully I will say my finals words to people every time I see them because no ones knows exactly when their going to die. Except animals but I am not talking about them.
People take a lot of things for granted, life is one thing that we should not. We act as if we have the rest of our lives but life can be taken as just as it is be given. We can be gone today within a blink of an eye. Tomorrow is not promised to any one of us so we have to live for today, and that is a must. I don’t know maybe we get greedy and think that our problems are the biggest and that we are the ones that need to get help first that we are the most important people well that is not what I think.
I think we need to take time out of our day look to the person to the side of us and get off our asses and try to help them and do what we can to help them and at the end of the day look back and thick what we did and that we as a individual have helped a nother person and in the end sleep in peace knowing that you get what you give and that it will come back to you in the end whether it is at judgment time or the very next day.
I think we need to take time out of our day look to the person to the side of us and get off our asses and try to help them and do what we can to help them and at the end of the day look back and thick what we did and that we as a individual have helped a nother person and in the end sleep in peace knowing that you get what you give and that it will come back to you in the end whether it is at judgment time or the very next day.
I love you
Would I want to my family I love you before they passed away. Yes I would because I had an aunt that passed away and she was my favorite aunt in the whole wide world. When she passed away I didn’t even get to say good bye or anything because she passed away before I could see her again and it broke my heart into a million peaces. She was always traveling and to this day it still kills me, but I know she’s in a better place now and not in pain any more. One thing I wish though is that she could of seen my son before she went, she didn’t even get to see him once she was supposed to come see a day after she died and I feel so bad for that but she can see him now and that’s all that matters.
But what she would have said I am always there. When ever I think of her I can see her in my memories of her. The thing I miss most about her is her laugh and her personality, you know in my house I had to take down all of her pictures because it hurt so bad but there all going back up slowly. She didn’t die that long ago only two months ago. I wanted too jump in the casket with her I didn’t want her to go I wanted her to stay.
When I found out my aunt died I fell on my knees and stated crying I couldn’t believe it I just wish she was still her I miss her so much. When she laughed every one laughed, when she smiled every one smiled.
I love you aunty and R.I.P I’ll see you soon you are always in my heart and in every one else’s.
But what she would have said I am always there. When ever I think of her I can see her in my memories of her. The thing I miss most about her is her laugh and her personality, you know in my house I had to take down all of her pictures because it hurt so bad but there all going back up slowly. She didn’t die that long ago only two months ago. I wanted too jump in the casket with her I didn’t want her to go I wanted her to stay.
When I found out my aunt died I fell on my knees and stated crying I couldn’t believe it I just wish she was still her I miss her so much. When she laughed every one laughed, when she smiled every one smiled.
I love you aunty and R.I.P I’ll see you soon you are always in my heart and in every one else’s.
Thursday, October 21, 2010
Marriage
I think that they had arranged marriages back then so that the parents can have their child in a family they feel okay about. Also so that they know their child is in a safe family. The benefits from this would be that the family’s that have known each other for awhile could all be one big family instead of just friends.
The disadvantage would be that the couple getting married has a big chance of not liking each other. Or they just want to be friends. The big problem would be what if he/she is in love with someone else. This leaves a question. Did the parents really care about their children’s own feelings? My opinion about this idea is that it never should have been thought of. Because a lot a kids had parents that didn’t like each other and probably fought a lot. I’m just glad that doesn’t happen here in Utah. If any religion or country says that you have to do that then that just Wrong not just in one way but in many ways. Because these days people can get a divorce. Which then leaves kids in a bad spot.
The disadvantage would be that the couple getting married has a big chance of not liking each other. Or they just want to be friends. The big problem would be what if he/she is in love with someone else. This leaves a question. Did the parents really care about their children’s own feelings? My opinion about this idea is that it never should have been thought of. Because a lot a kids had parents that didn’t like each other and probably fought a lot. I’m just glad that doesn’t happen here in Utah. If any religion or country says that you have to do that then that just Wrong not just in one way but in many ways. Because these days people can get a divorce. Which then leaves kids in a bad spot.
Living in 1793
If I was living in the year 1793, I would not be happy. That would suck really bad. But it would be kind of cool to live back then. I don’t know exactly what I would do. Probably live the normal life of a 1793 person. I think I would go crazy without technology though. That would be one of the many hard parts of living back then. I would prefer the mid-evil times. That would be awesome. But I don’t know what I would do for jobs though. Maybe build houses, because that’s what I do is build houses with my dad. That would be a good job for me. I would like to have a wife and kids. Just live life like normal and have fun. But there wouldn’t be much to do like now days. No heavy metal. No video games, no legend of Zelda. Not as many sports as now days. No television, no head banging, no mosh pits. No nothing! Those are some of the reasons I would hate it back then. I would not like not having those things.
But a couple of reasons on why I would like it would be that there would not be as much evil a there is now days. The air would be more pure, people might be nicer, stuff like that. But those might not be true. But that is how I view it would be. I wouldn’t mind the music from back then. But still, it would suck. But this paragraph is about the stuff I would like. I might also like the food. You would be more healthy back then. I wouldn’t mind being a farmer either. That would be cool with me. As long as I got paid a good amount for how hard I worked. Those are most of the reasons I would like/hate living in 1973. I still would prefer the mid-evil ages over the 1700’s. but that’s my point of view.
But a couple of reasons on why I would like it would be that there would not be as much evil a there is now days. The air would be more pure, people might be nicer, stuff like that. But those might not be true. But that is how I view it would be. I wouldn’t mind the music from back then. But still, it would suck. But this paragraph is about the stuff I would like. I might also like the food. You would be more healthy back then. I wouldn’t mind being a farmer either. That would be cool with me. As long as I got paid a good amount for how hard I worked. Those are most of the reasons I would like/hate living in 1973. I still would prefer the mid-evil ages over the 1700’s. but that’s my point of view.
Funeral
I think attending a funeral is really important. Well it really depends on who it was, how about if it was someone that you don’t like right? I’ve attended a hole bunch already, I hate going to them. Because I hate seen mothers cry so when I do it hurts me like no other. Especially when it is the mother’s of some of my closes home boys. I love all my homies, but when I see them dead in front in their funeral I fill like they are just going to wake up. And say what it do dawg. So if that will happen I will proplably put him to sleep myself lol. And its important specially if you really considered him or her your homies. If don’t go to the homies funeral chales that’s some really mest up stuff. I have attended all of my dead homies funerals even if I have to leave Utah for a couple of days.
But then again that’s me and theirs no one like me. So if your reading this don’t be a punk and be a two face to them when their alive. Go to their funeral to ok dawgy’s don’t be mest up.
But then again that’s me and theirs no one like me. So if your reading this don’t be a punk and be a two face to them when their alive. Go to their funeral to ok dawgy’s don’t be mest up.
Being a Snob
A person who is stuck up and thinks that they are better than others, makes fun of people because how they dress. I think in the book Fever Jeannie is a snobbish because she makes fun of Jeannie’s family coffee shop saying that there shop is grog shop, and a grog shop means that they let people drink and fight. The coffee shop doesn’t serve alcohol.
Jeannie is a mean girl who thinks’ she better than Matilda’s family, like in the book she doe’s means things to Matilda when mom doesn’t see ex: she sticks her toung out at her. I’ve been told before that I was a snob because I use to think I was better then everyone else, and I have in the past, I always thought I was better then my cosines which we were all the same but I always thought I was good, and I was stuck up but not anymore I’m my self it is always good being your self not someone who you aren’t really.
I remember when some girls in my school use to always think they were better then me, I don’t know why girls always think that there better then another actually all girls are the same no one is perfect than anyone there’s no one in the world who is perfect. There are a lot of girls who are snobs and those are some girls who are rich, and girls who think there better then everyone.
Jeannie is a mean girl who thinks’ she better than Matilda’s family, like in the book she doe’s means things to Matilda when mom doesn’t see ex: she sticks her toung out at her. I’ve been told before that I was a snob because I use to think I was better then everyone else, and I have in the past, I always thought I was better then my cosines which we were all the same but I always thought I was good, and I was stuck up but not anymore I’m my self it is always good being your self not someone who you aren’t really.
I remember when some girls in my school use to always think they were better then me, I don’t know why girls always think that there better then another actually all girls are the same no one is perfect than anyone there’s no one in the world who is perfect. There are a lot of girls who are snobs and those are some girls who are rich, and girls who think there better then everyone.
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